When we choose to live without order, we are choosing chaos. Chaos is not a thing in itself; it is simply the absence of order. There are moments when circumstances outside of our control thrust us into chaos without warning, but even then, it is always up to the individual to decide how they will move forward from that initial state. Reprieve is never automatic—it must be chosen.
The danger is that when we find ourselves inside chaos, it becomes easy to spiral deeper into it. This often happens because of a lack of faith, or worse, a hardening of conviction in the moment. God does reveal things to us, but there will always be realities that exist well beyond the reach of human understanding. This is precisely why faith is not optional—it is essential. We are always believing in something, but there is only one path that leads to true order, and that path aligns us with His will. Though chaos was never intended as our dwelling place, by grace, God is still able to draw purpose from it if we are willing to open our hearts.
For many of us, chaos takes the form of the wilderness.
When the Hebrew people were freed from Egypt, they repeatedly rejected order. Because of this, they wandered in the wilderness for forty years on the way to the promised land (Exodus 16–17; Numbers 14). On the surface, this appears to be punishment—a failure met with delay. But when viewed beyond a narrow lens, the wilderness reveals itself as preparation. God was not simply preparing them for life upon entering the land, but for generations that would follow. The wilderness was shaping a people, not just solving a moment.
This is where many of us struggle. When hardship comes, our focus turns inward. We think almost exclusively about the self. Some begin to blame God for their circumstances or for not removing them from the wilderness fast enough. What we often fail to see is that the present moment may not be only about us. We live within a design that prioritizes the whole over the individual. Yet this does not mean God is distant or indifferent. In the wilderness, He provides exactly what is needed, exactly when it is needed—manna for the day, not excess for the future (Exodus 16:4). This sustains us while building temperance.
Most of us, if we are honest, choose chaos over order.
Yes, there are moments when chaos comes uninvited, but there are also moments when it is the result of collective decisions. Sin feels personal, but its consequences are often communal. Our actions affect our environment, our families, and even the spiritual atmosphere we live within. This is why Scripture records entire cities being judged—not because God was unaware of the individual, but because the collective spirit had become corrupted (Genesis 18–19; Jonah 3–4). Even then, judgment never arrives without warning. Grace always precedes collapse.
God gives us opportunities to choose order before chaos reaches its fullest expression. Even when we are not living fully aligned, warning signs are present. The problem is that without order, we often lose the ability to see clearly. This is where walking by faith, and not by sight, becomes essential (2 Corinthians 5:7).
As we close this week, it is important to remember that we are participants, not owners, of the moment. We do not control circumstances—we only choose how we move through them. It is easy to fixate on whether we are living in darkness or chaos, but even in the most difficult moments, we are invited to remain present and open-hearted.
God cannot remove chaos from the world without removing our freedom to choose. But He loves us enough to use even unwelcome circumstances to shape our character. The wilderness molds us into vessels capable of carrying the Spirit and stewarding its gifts (Psalm 66:10–12).
If you are living in order today, practice gratitude.
If you are living in chaos, resist despair and search for purpose.
The treasure may be hidden, but once it is found, gratitude must follow. Do not seek chaos. Seek order—even when it corrects, disciplines, and refines.
Which will you choose today?